MURDERED by Informatics 1

As at 7 May 2009 10.30pm (AES +10 GMT), I certify myself DEAD in Informatics 1.. Totally give up!! I'm totally disappointed with myself. Not even a single coding understood. Pek chek sial..~~
I think my job is pretty simple, just edit the codes done by my other group member, but I have been sitting in front of this screen since afternoon.. what I did was slightly adjusting the spacing and add some colours to it. NOT A SINGLE thing about coding. WHAT A PROGRAMMING RETARD!!

I never expect programming to be so tough. I knew it was tough, but the degree of difficulty is beyond my limit. HELLO, I'm just a BEGINNER with Python. Unlike those "pros" in Python, I am no where their standard. In Hokkien , it can be said, " If those people hav ten hair, I dun even own one of the ten hair". After failing my mid semester test, I hope to salvage some marks in Projects. Now, I think I will just forget about it.

I am so sick now after wailing for the past hour. I feel so tired right now. Tired and sick of programming. After submission of Phase 2a, I still have Phase 2b, Phase 3 and presentation to go through. I wonder how I am I going to face it. 4 weeks to go before semester 1 final exam. Informatics being the VERY FIRST paper for semester final, I wonder if after the first day, my exam mood will be officially dead.

I admit I am perfectionist sometimes, I like my stuffs to be done asap n accurately. Thus, failure to absorb what is being taught in this subject is a pure frustration for me. When I was in primary school, there was a yellow colour card a.ka. "kad maklumat pelajar" to keep records of our exam results and etc including ambitions. I shamefully wrote my "cita-cita" to be COMPUTER PROGRAMMER. readdddddddddddddd: Computer PROGRAMMER. Now, I feel ashame to even say I study Informatics because I know nothing about programming right now. I am frustrated. I hate Informatics, and I hate myself even more.

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1st post from Melbourne.. haihh

Yoh... not so proud.. it took me so long to publish my first post in Melbourne. such a failure rite??? iisshh...
But wat can I or rather we do?.. We r so internet deprieved... be considerate ya.. lol

saw many updates in facebook n blogs from frens in other parts of australia n new zealand too. Miss u guys a lot. Will upload those pics as soon as the damn internet is connected

That's for all.. BYE

Packing

5 days to my departure to the Land Down Under... what am I doing these few days?

PACKING of course...!!

OMG... packing is giving me such a big headache

TOO any things but so little baggage weight allowed!! Sigh.. sigh...